It’s World Theatre Day.  It’s a much-celebrated annual fête for the theatre community, created in part by UNESCO. It’s also the 50th year the day has been celebrated worldwide.

Let’s be honest, though: if you know about World Theatre Day, or have even heard of it, it’s because you’re a Theatre Person, you are sleeping with a Theatre Person (aside: this is a highly recommended activity) or you are stalking a Theatre Person.

It’s amusing that a UN-sponsored day that’s existed for half a century is so little-known outside the medium for which the day was created; on the other hand, the fact that this is true is not surprising for a medium that subsists on nihilistic cannibalism and self-flagellation.

If you’re a Theatre Person (or are sleeping with one or are stalking one), you probably know the old joke: how many actors does it take to change a light bulb? One to do the job, and fifty more to say they could have done it better.

Two theatre stories have garnered national and international attention in the past few months (though the true scope of one of them is somewhat arguable): the death of the Vancouver Playhouse theatre company, and the outrage over Mike Daisey’s truth-fudging in his monologue-cum-journalism piece, “The Agony and Ecstasy of Steve Jobs“. The former created a firestorm of blame and finger-pointing at everything from arts funding cuts, artist unions, artistic choices, and even theatre critics; the latter created a firestorm of blame and finger-pointing at Mike Daisey.

And so it goes: the artistic community has an addiction to looking inward and backward for blame, instead of outward and forward for inspiration, even when events like the ones outlined above inadvertently draw attention from outside our sphere. And so it goes: most World Theatre Day celebrations consist of Theatre People patting themselves on the back and then complaining that there is no respect for the power and relevance and impact of their craft. And so it goes: theatre companies worldwide continue to promote World Theatre Day by creating events marketed to their existing audiences and existing communities, instead of reaching out to new ones.

I’m painting an awful lot of people with a single, big, ugly brush. It’s an easy rhetorical trick. In all honesty, these are not universal attitudes, but they are common ones… and they have always rubbed me the wrong way. So: I’ve decided to tip my hat to World Theatre Day by accentuating a few positive outcomes related to the two recent stories I’ve mentoned.

The loss of the Vancouver Playhouse is tragic and has created ripples that have impacted theatres across Canada, but it also creates a void that will be filled by something new. The outpouring of love and support from the national arts community will result in the creation of something exciting and vibrant for Vancouver, whether it is a phoenix-like rebirth of some form of the Playhouse Theatre Company, or the freeing up of resources and funding that can be used by other arts groups in the region. The Vancouver Playhouse was as old as Canada’s theatrical tradition; like an old-growth forest, a little fire and tragedy actually serves to fertilize the soil and allows new life to take root. The Vancouver Playhouse closure drew intense media attention (read: beyond the arts section of the national media outlets) to the plight of BC’s fragile arts environment, and it galvanized a community of artists who have since vowed to move the spirit of the Playhouse forward. You can’t buy publicity like that. We grieve, we breathe, we are inspired, and we move forward with renewed vigor.

The excerpts of Mike Daisey’s monologue that were broadcast on the most-downloaded podcast episode of “This American Life” ever (!), followed by the full-hour retraction and follow-up episode (!!), have created a much-needed and very healthy discourse about Apple, about consumption culture, about the high cost of apparently-magical and affordable gadgetry; about the state of modern journalism, about integrity, and about theatre. It has reverberated around North America and many other parts of the world, and as I write this, the story continues to echo. I am reminded of the controversy over James Frey’s “A Million Little Pieces” and Oprah’s chastisement of that author: the effect of the work has not been called into question; just the method by which that effect was created. Since Mr Daisey’s piece blew up beyond its original black-box borders, “Foxconn” has entered the English lexicon, Apple has begun to scrutinize its manufacturing contractors more deeply, and the effect of ubiquitous gadgetry on globalized labour markets has been brought into high relief. Say what you will about the damning effect of a piece of theatre being mistaken for a piece of investigative journalism: Daisey was (and remains) passionate about the issue, and in spite of what can only mildly be called a gaffe, he has had a tectonic impact. It has not come without a cost, but it’s clear that Mr Daisey has gotten terrific bang for his buck.  Doubtless he feels the loss is more than outweighed by the gain. “Return on investment”, indeed.

These two recent events have done more for the visibility and impact of theatrical practice than the current form of World Theatre Day can muster. My hope for World Theatre Day is that it we will use it to take note of the impact of these events, and that it will not take another 50 years before World Theatre Day is recognized outside the realm of theatre practitioners. Declarations of the transformative potential of art and theatre should be made by people outside our circle: politicians, business people, and leaders of all stripes who have felt the touch of our work. It should be sung by the workers at Foxconn whose labour conditions have improved; by the restaurant owners who thrive in the shadow of the local regional theatre’s crowds; by marginalized communities whose voices are finally being heard. That is how the circle gets bigger; that’s how society benefits.

So: happy World Theatre Day to everyone who’s never been to the theatre. We have had an effect on you; you just don’t know it. Sorry about that.

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Revealing the scar

March 8, 2012 · 6 comments

I am mostly resting at home these days, as ordered by my surgeon and as reinforced by a scolding from a nurse.  It’s important for my recovery, since the surgery I had was not insignificant.  Some folks on Facebook know I’ve been recovering, but most people don’t know what I’m recovering from. I haven’t been terribly open about it.  This irritates me, but the truth is that I’m afraid of being judged by people who don’t know my background, or who don’t understand my decision or reasoning.

So I’ll just take the irritation and embarrassment out of the equation with this disclosure:  on February 29, 2012, I had a tummy tuck.  I prefer the term “abdominoplasty”, because “tummy tuck” sounds like unnecessary surgery that vapid, vain people get to avoid the hard work of making themselves lean… but a tummy tuck is what it was.  And the surgery was a reward for my work — not a substitute.

me, 240-ish, with HAIR

me, 240-ish, with HAIR

People who’ve known me for a long time know that I used to be quite a bit bigger.  At 5’10″, my weight has been stable near 170 pounds for a couple of years now, and I’ve been a six-day-a-week gym rat for a couple of years beyond that… but three years into my undergrad degree I peaked at a weight of 270 pounds.  I fought for the better part of a decade to get that down to 260, then 240 (which was about my weight when the pic at left was taken), then 220, then 200, then 185.  The loss was slow and gradual with numerous plateaus.  In the past couple of years I’ve added some decent muscle and even managed a visible four-pack — but those last two abs were never going to show, because I also have some loose skin that is simply not going away in spite of about two years of maintenance at a very healthy body weight.

People who were once obese and have fought back from it know the body-image stigma that comes as part of the package.  I fear that I am slightly dysmorphic — never muscly enough, never thin enough, never “finished” — and I can blame a million things for it (my career, gay culture, masculine ideals, self-esteem, The Media…).  In spite of the fact that I’m in the best shape of my life (and probably better shape than 80% of men my age), I would look in the mirror every morning, see the “skin curtain” at my waist, and instantly feel 270 pounds all over again.  In spite of an otherwise gorgeous upper body (girls said so, so it must be true), I was still completely ashamed to take my shirt off.  And while making love, the skin on my tummy hung down like a sort of udder, perplexing anyone who didn’t know about my past.  All of this lead to depressive and obsessive behaviour, and last Spring I finally decided that it was time to have the loose skin dealt with.

Given the excellent overall state of my health and weight, I had two options.  I could start seeing a therapist and begin to embrace the body I had, in spite of its imperfection (and “the udder” in particular)…. or get “the udder” cut off and pray to God that “the udder” wasn’t just an outward symbol of a deeper issue that requires therapy.  I opted for the latter, with a promise to commit to the former if my sense of body image doesn’t improve.  As a result of surgery last week, I have now traded “the udder” for a scar along my hip, and the SLOW recovery process is underway.

The journey until now has been interesting, and I’ll write a bit more about it in the next few weeks.  Only about 5% of tummy tuck surgeries are performed on men, so I’d like to share some of my experience.  And since I was scolded by the post-op nurse today for having the audacity to (very slowly) walk (shuffle?) three blocks only a week after my surgery, I expect I’ll need to do some writing to keep from going quietly bonkers in the apartment.

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Wrestling with the motion

March 4, 2012

Disclaimer: if you are not a member of Canadian Actors’ Equity Association (CAEA) or someone who has been paying attention to the ongoing plight of independent theatre creators in Canada, this post may not be of much interest to you. Further, the views expressed here are my own and have not been sanctioned or solicited by [...]

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The myth of the one-person show

March 1, 2012

For eighteen months, I chaired the Independent Theatre Review Committee for the Canadian Actors’ Equity Association (CAEA). I and my committee were tasked with studying the state of independent and small-scale theatre engagement for Equity members in Canada, and with crafting a series of policy recommendations for improving opportunities for members. The committee’s report is [...]

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Lucre

February 17, 2012

I just filed my 2010 taxes. I know I’m REALLY late, but I’ve been busy. And I promise not to fall behind again. Anyway, in the interest of full disclosure, I want you to know that my net income for 2010 was $17,580. My work that year included the National Arts Centre’s production of Mother [...]

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On being well-versed

February 11, 2012

Ottawa theatre audiences can take in two verse plays that are running right now: David Whiteley’s fresh adaptation of Cyrano de Bergerac, playing at the Gladstone Theatre; and Peter Anderson’s take on part of the York cycle of Biblical mystery plays, Creation, which is on at the National Arts Centre Studio. I’ve seen the former [...]

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Toxic v. Constructive

February 9, 2012

 In 12 days, I’ll be moving out of Ottawa. New love has called me to Edmonton, and I’m following the call. It’s no secret to many friends of mine that I’ve been wanting to leave Ottawa for some time now.  I had imagined making a home of Toronto or Vancouver, but Edmonton’s healthy theatre community [...]

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Arbitrary openings

February 5, 2012

We opened Creation (my last show in Ottawa for the foreseeable future!) on Thursday night, but in many ways the evening was a non-event. Most opening nights are. I used to do all of the traditional Opening-night actor-things: cards, opening night gifts, dressing up for the opening night party, opening night food-binge…. but I think [...]

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Please, sir. I want a massage.

December 15, 2011

Oliver is up and running, and my body is very angry at me.   There should be a “musical theatre boot camp weight loss program”. The amount of physical effort and stamina required to run a musical from top to bottom is unlike anything in almost any kind of theatre (swashbuckling swordplay epics notwithstanding). And [...]

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Occupying Oliver

November 30, 2011

Today is our final day in the rehearsal hall for the National Arts Centre English Theatre production of Oliver. Tomorrow we move to the stage and begin the process of adding all of the technical elements to the show. As I write this, most of the run is sold out, an extension has been announced… [...]

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